dont tell me i have to be free during your work break

headacheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

headacheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

out here 
i can barely see my breath
surrounded 
by jealousy and death
i cant be reached
only had one call 
dragged underneath
separated from you all

this time
i lost my own return
in spite
of everything ive learnt
i hid my tracks
spit out all my air
slipped into cracks
stripped all my cares

i am
so tired
sheep are
counting me
no more struggle
no more energy
no more patience
you can write that down
its all too crazy
and im not sticking round